usually am in front of ma pc as im writing a book wiv it.

heres a little story that you should read...
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Girl: Slow down, Im scared.
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Guy: No, this is fun.
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Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
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Guy: Then tell me you love me.
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Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
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Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
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Girl : *hugs him*
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Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
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Girl: Alright, now slow down
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Guy: I love you babe
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(in the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived.
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The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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are you a person who can love your dearest this deep?
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if your channel has some people who seem..not cool(like insulting someone,being racist n stuff like that),i can not reply to your comments n all even if its not you.
sorry but im not interested in that kinda community.
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i subscribe on channels that i really wanna watch.people in my subscriptions are really nice and have cool vids,go check and see!
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By homely gift and hindered Words
The human heart is told
Of Nothing-
"Nothing" is the force
That renovates the World
...........Emily Dickinson
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Capter 1　
Wanna know the truth?
i kept chasing him for 3months.after an abortion, i even killed my inner self and i was alone,lonely.my broken heart just made me look for something sweet that makes me want to stay alive. something sweet..as sweet as honey.i was dying to taste the sweetness.
i thought i'd grown up when i turned 17, but deep down, i knew that i was still a child. like a 5 year old who couldn't handle her ego
what happened that night? - i tell you if you want to know.that crazy experience made me depressed and even, on several occasions, made me want to commit suicide
the bright lights of the rave were the brightest in london,i swear.it was beautiful,much more beautiful than the most beautiful girl in england.
in the bright lights,i was with the most beautiful boy in the world and we had taken somethin that makes us feel da heaven.some people call it E(extasy).
the rave is lke a stupid musical show where people realize their mistakes afterwards but' it will be too late
.maybe some of them- no,actually most of them wont realize their mistakes.
all good shows are meaningless when they end. there maybe silence, but nothing else
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read my non-fiction story in Japanese if you can lol
its all about sex,drugs and love.
my Japanese blog -
http://blog.livedoor.jp/dezola m/
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