i'm fucking awful at league of legends, thank is for watching
Pocket Aces. Nice. Time to make a move. A minute later and I'm down $100 because I just lost to a 5-high straight. Once again I find myself in the hole from gambling, much has been similar the past three weeks. The way I look at it is you have to get your feet wet in these things to truly judge whether they're worth it or not. The booze, the drugs, and the gambling. So far in my 19 years none of it seems worth the prices that come with it.
I find myself for the most part lost, in every aspect of my life. I just finished my first year of uni, although not fantastic I ended up with an average of about 70%. With my first year under my belt and colleges no longer looking at my poor highschool marks, save for the prerequisites, I'm thinking of transferring into Business. A bachelor's in business will take about 4 years to complete but first I have to get my Math C30 (grade 12 math). Now my first year I called the dorms home and for any of you guys who have had the luxury staying there know it can be a mixed experience. Getting out of my tedious hometown where all people do is drink and do burnouts in their spare time was extremely appealing to me. I dormed a room across from two guys who were on my graduation list, so fitting in off the start was a non-issue and I'm usually great at meeting new people. I soon found there was a lack of privacy to be had in dorms. People CONSTANTLY knocking on your door and running in the halls drunk as **** when you have an exam at 8:30 the next morning. (yes there were quite hours, however they were poorly enforced)
The first real incident was with my roommate. Now you're probably thinking "oh another kid that didn't get along with his college roommate". No, infact my roommate was one of the chillest guys I met during our short time together. Lets just say the guy smoked alot of herb and would often come back to the room smelling like it. At first it was a no-problemo, but when the guy bought a vapourizer and started smoking it in our room and later hash straight off the desk, it was more than I could handle. Several e-mails, meetings, and warning letters later he got evicted. I had the room to myself which was cool but in retrospect somethings were alot worse.
When I found out some of my friends from my hometown were coming up for a visit I was pretty depressed they never even bothered to text me or give me a shout, even though they did to my friends across the hall and another friend I graduated with. So I said to myself that they obviously didn't want to spent time with me anyway. When the guys from across the hall came knocking on my door to see if I was coming to go visit them I said no and that they didn't even bother to text me. The response I got completely changed the remained of the year for me (this would have been in November or October I believe). They said they couldn't believe I wouldn't go see my hometown peeps and that I "was dead to them too", even the kid I just met a month ago .
So as the weeks rolled along I grew out of touch with the so-called "friends" across the hall. They gradually stopped telling me about their plans on the weekend and completely stopped asking me to come eat with them when they were eating. This didn't totally both me at the time because they were a pretty immature group to begin with but whenever I DID hang out with them they treated me with a complete lack of respect, it was like I was a totally different person. The weird thing about it was that I am the most intimidating person out of the entire group and don't really take too much shit from anyone. But it got all too familiar when they would tell me to shutup or "go **** yourself" for absolutely no reason, or call me a *sucker. I personally believe if you want to earn respect you have to show it to others, and I was beginning to see these guys were just straight up losers even though everyone else in res acted like they were the *. There were time when I lost it on them, such as the time one of them rolled into my room with two others guys I was cool with and didn't say anything and opened my fridge up and started eating my food. Another time, probably the worst episode of all year was a time when we were at the same bar and I was sitting talking having a laugh with the one, and as he was leaving he slaps me out of nowhere. I was pretty drunk so I don't recall why he slapped my but I'm sure we were just hanging out. Immediately I rose from my seat and got in his face and almost as immediately I could see the fear in his eyes. I didn't care anymore, the cat was out of the bag, I *in hated this kid.
Alright lads if you are reading this copy and paste the above paragraph into a comment on this vid and I'll add you on league and we can play a game, but do not reference this part of the description in anyway or your comment will be deleted. Keep it quiet!
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