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Time to write a sad rap song, time to stay up all night long
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Lyrics:
Time to write a sad rap song, time to stay up all night long
When you're gone then right is wrong, then there is no-where I belong
I'm a wizard with my words, cuz even though they have no mass
Mine cause an impact, shatter glass, they are rembered, yea they last
But you remain impervious, and even though it's hurtin us
you keep a distance, courteous, but I'm persistant, perseus.
I won't give up I keep on tryin, and even though my hope is dying
And even though you keep denyin my attempts, my heart keeps lyin
It tells me that I got a chance, even though just at a glance
This seems to be our final dance, I have some hope or arrogance
I don't know what it is at all, I think that I deserve a yes
But then my spirit starts to fall, I do deserve much less I guess.
i'm talking down, I walk around, I search for meaning, and I pray
like you're the prey and I'm a hound, I'm by your side all day
do you remember wakin up, no make up and knowin that no matter what
I think you're hot, you're beautiful, we laughed a lot
I loved you then I love you now I write these words I play around
With makin music outta sound, is sayin love even allowed?
Is it defined? Is it a word? God is love we toward
That idea: call pain "lord", it's like I'm nailed to a board
I'm bleedin for my own sins though, I'm not so worthy of that cloak
Of martyrdom, I'm fully soaked in the spills of my own work
Yea I messed up now it's my job to fix things up I'll never stop
I held you hand last night, we touched, then you let go I want to fight
I want to hold on, want to clutch to squeeze to hold you close and tight
To watch a film in your garage, to put together a montage
Of us proof that it's no mirage, a nice collection, a collage
one day when we're old and frail, when we've weathered storms and hail
When we're blind and we read Braille, when the past is dim and veiled
We'll pull out that picture book, with barely seeing eyes we'll look
And remember what life took, what was stolen by that crook
The thief called time, we took no time we rushed our love, we did our crime
Now I grovel in the grime, now I'm poor, no not a dime
You were my dime, no longer mine, I paid for joy that was sublime
Now that you're gone I want you back, I'm all alone I'm off the track
but I am used to need, to lack, I don't like people, I have a knack
to push away to not let close, but then you happened, emotions rose
heart beats in throat, from head to toes I felt a jolt, you have this glow
it's how you wear you shoes your clothes, and every second it just grows
this tree you planted inside me, I want to make a family,
I want you there I want to be the same for you as you're me
But I'm alone, well no not really, I got my pen, I got my feelings
And life and pain are goin out, so now I feel like I'm third-wheelin.
But where's the exit, where's the sign that it's now time to get in line
With all the others wait to die, there's no catcher in the rye
Who waits to save me from the cliff, from fallin off, the fall is brief
And when my life will flash before me, will I start to just abhor me?
I daydream about being dead will I be missed will tears be shed?
Are prayers said? My memoirs read? Will thoughts of me stay in their heads?
Or will they all forget? I dread that no-one cares what life I lead.
They'll care about elections more, bout states being blue or states being red
Well what about my state of mind? That state of tension, can't unwind
I'm twisted up, and I can't find the light of truth it's like I'm blind
I sometimes wish I couldn't hear, so life would be much less to bear
The sound of silence is my prayer, stop talking haters, I don't care
I do my thing and you do yours, you strangle me I'm on all fours
When I come near you close the doors, but I stand up, strength from my core
I gave up thinking about why, I'm living life based on the lie
That everythin will be alright, that life is simply black and white
There is no gray, and when I pray I hope my convo ain't one way
Someone's there, and what I say will all come true, maybe some day.
Take a shot for pain and sorrow, take a shot, can't face tomorrow
Take some more, i beg and borrow for some joy, even though I know
Things won't change, no dad, no money, I don't have a house or honey
And when you suffer all day long you learn to make depression funny.
And all my sadness would be gone if you came back, you are my dawn
You are my dusk, and I am drawn to dreams of you, I yawn
I'm so worn out, I want to rest, and tomorrow I've got tests
But the subject I know best is the one got me depressed
It's you, things I can recall, the way you stand the way you fall
Into my arms, how I felt tall when I stood next to you enthralled.
I want to put up dumbass pix on facebook where we hug and kiss
I want to stay up, watch chick flix, you cuddle close, it's you I miss
My voice is fading, fading fast, what we had is now the past
And the question that I ask when I meet god: why can't love last?
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