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HORION74
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I am 33 years old. Partially deaf. I have panic attacks and i am neurotic but i have been sober and trying to be something between a dreamer and a good person all my life. Even when I used it was mainly to play music longer. I don't feel like that anymore though. It just passed.
So I make movies now in my spare time. I take photos and make more art ( i like to make big paintings, its my FIRST real passion).
I have trouble making friends and letting people in from being so isolated for so long doing music because people really tear you apart in that business. life is sweet though. I am taking it day by day and I am so so so emotional so the world feels raw to me.
these films are a way of trying to get at that, and embarrass myself and express that very thing.
i hope you are okay wherever you are.
i really do.
xx
ryan
PS I removed the videos "Sad Days" and "Jessica" because it is really just hard enough as it is. Good Luck, Jr. in your future.
Name: DRSo I make movies now in my spare time. I take photos and make more art ( i like to make big paintings, its my FIRST real passion).
I have trouble making friends and letting people in from being so isolated for so long doing music because people really tear you apart in that business. life is sweet though. I am taking it day by day and I am so so so emotional so the world feels raw to me.
these films are a way of trying to get at that, and embarrass myself and express that very thing.
i hope you are okay wherever you are.
i really do.
xx
ryan
PS I removed the videos "Sad Days" and "Jessica" because it is really just hard enough as it is. Good Luck, Jr. in your future.
Age: 33
I am a feature film director who also edits and does special effects for my own movies. I use members of the band I play guitar and sing for as a job as acrtors. They are eletists and will only sometimes act so I use a lot of founf footage and even turn down their dialouge to better immortalize my undying affection for these people who could even care I was breathing.
We're best friends usually though,
Also we like the jams, and as the sonic youth's say, the jams run free
We're best friends usually though,
Also we like the jams, and as the sonic youth's say, the jams run free
Country: United States
Occupation: work
Companies: HEARTBREAKER INC./ CARDINALFILMS INC.
Interests and Hobbies: science, historical anomalies, sumerian artifacts, early man language studies, theology, earth magic, punk rock, metal, but certain kinds, like Black Metal, Power metal, and anything like Vol. 4 Sabbath or Mericful Fate, Con't Break the oath,
Movies and Shows: .Mon- Fri- Dave Letterman. Fri.NOVA, SAT.the knife show (Hilarious) I do not watch anything else unless it is on someone elses box i work. i love to work.
Music: everything with words and a little soul can get me cooking
Books: i am recently single so i read what my ex left lying around, which was Vouge, The Waves V. Woolfe, etc. I read reference books from the 70's because you can learn how to do everything in them, i do
Website: http://www.ryan-adams.com
Occupation: work
Companies: HEARTBREAKER INC./ CARDINALFILMS INC.
Interests and Hobbies: science, historical anomalies, sumerian artifacts, early man language studies, theology, earth magic, punk rock, metal, but certain kinds, like Black Metal, Power metal, and anything like Vol. 4 Sabbath or Mericful Fate, Con't Break the oath,
Movies and Shows: .Mon- Fri- Dave Letterman. Fri.NOVA, SAT.the knife show (Hilarious) I do not watch anything else unless it is on someone elses box i work. i love to work.
Music: everything with words and a little soul can get me cooking
Books: i am recently single so i read what my ex left lying around, which was Vouge, The Waves V. Woolfe, etc. I read reference books from the 70's because you can learn how to do everything in them, i do
Website: http://www.ryan-adams.com
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PARAMOUNT melt this one girl outside had such sweet eyes. wow pretty cool to see american classicists you know with american indian in them. yay (5 days ago) |
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COLT ROZEZ dear band, take that! hmph, i am joining journey. actually tonight me and moses are going to a disco. in the jungle. xx (1 week ago) |
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GLORIA thanks. i am gonna do one from the hotel now. like bedroom classics one. (2 weeks ago) |
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this is my best movie. deepest. it is hard to have made but i accept this as a gift to the broken out there in search of a moment.
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