I know what it is like to lose someone close and have it affect your entire life plus your weight loss goals. I lost my mom and it caused me to have a 6months stink in the 130's (i started my weight loss journey at 190lbs), I would go up and down and couldn't get out of it, but i was still motivated and didn't stop, and eventually I broke through into those 120's, I am currently 125lbs and loving it... im so sorry about your friend.. just know you are not alone, there are so many people out there that are going through what you are going through and can be there to help you. i know it isn't easy and honestly although life does go on, you will always miss that person, like i miss my mom terribly... but i know she is proud of me, and i know your friend would want you to go on and be happy and live your life to the fullest. good luck and hang in there =]

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I get on the wii fit in the morning... and after lunch i walk a mile and I do another mile after dinner... theres more info on my website cause I don't feel like typing it all lol :P

oh ok then its the day after mine :)
so what exercises do you do for weight loss?

Thanks! When is your weigh-in day?

Wow you don't look a bit over 200 pounds! You look pretty small lol. Well I hope you reach your dream weight!!! I can't wait to see your next video!

Heya :D
thx for subbing! ^^ I don't think you're too bad though
I wish you all the best for getting where u wanna get :D

LOL yup, I had to forgiver myself for what I did last night. I went to an all you can eat sushi buffet with my boyfriend. He can put away food really well so it messes with my own food limitations. But today is a new day and Im going to get right back on track!!! Ill keep an eye out for your videos!  I have a new one each wednesday.

Hey there! I hope you reach all your goals! Its only hard if you think it is, keep telling yourself you can do it!!! Remember to take it easy on yourself if you slip up and get right back on track! Good luck to you!