Anyway, I seem to have fallen into another good mindset over the past couple days, sometimes all it takes is a good challenge, like the last couple wrestling practices, they are only 90 minutes long, but holy crap do they wear you out at the end, but then you just feel great once you recover a couple hours later, mentally and physically, you feel stronger, and that makes you more confident, which in turn takes pysical form in your stance, walk, attitude, the aura you give off is a strong, positive energy that those around you see and feel, and it gives strength and confidence to those who acknowledge it and respect it, and it takes strength and confidence from those who would use it with bad intentions... Wow, I almost don't want to be this black-and-white about it, but it almost seems as if the positive energy drains and feeds off the negative energy, just at the negative energy can feed off the positive energy... it's almost as if the energy is apart of us...our primal side, it's hard to find words to describe what I'm realizing, but, it's like the energy I've been talking about is at war with itself, good verses evil...through us, the positive energy embodied in good people, and negative energy in bad people, a war, though not fought out in the open as we usually think of when we think of war, it's everywhere, it's society, you see it every day, though practically noone ever sees it, but when they sense it, most people become uncomfortable, and expose themselves as being easy prey for negative energies, and if the negative energies decide to attack, then people around suddenly realize what's happening, but usually not until the fight is on, and then it's hard to stop.
But...why? Why do we have these energies? Why is it good vs. evil? Why is there good and evil at all?...there's alot of different theories, I could make my own and guess, but that's all it would be, a guess, and what happens if I meet someone with a different guess? We could learn from eachother, or we could take sides and have the emotions escalate more and more until a full physical exchange becomes the only answear...so I won't make a guess, I'll keep an open mind, hearing all theories, and analyzing them with the help of my meditation, the infinate knowledge of the universe combined with common theory will surely turn up an answear, but not until I'm ready.

I am basicly a rocker, gamer, and a future Marine. I like metal, old rock, new rock, grunge rock, all that stuff. I'm also a gamer, my Live name is also Saforge. I am into DOA, Call of Duty, GTA4, and some others. I plan on becoming a Marine when I get older, my brother is currently enlisted in the Marines. If u have a relative in the military, or any volunteer force, u know how pasionate someone can be about supporting their loved ones.