I have been in a few accidents with friends who don't like me. This has been going on for a while, since I was so young. I have had to be on my own in school, since I was in first grade. When I got my horse, I felt like I didn't need them anymore. I always told myself that I still have, "Me, myself, and I." But things are changing; and I am trying very hard to let it loose and move on with life like that. Although it is very hard to live without a friend that you can never see. Most of my friends have left the state, and I try very hard to contact with them, but I never get a response. God has always told me that I am always in his arms, nomadder what happens to me; and I believe Him.

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Like I said, I spend most of my time by myself or talking to a few of my very, very good friends on Youtube, that have many things in common with me. They really help me, and I love them and thank them all the time:) I love you girls who help me<3
Another person that has saved my life is...Jerry Lewis. I don't know what the heck I would do without him. If he hadn't showed me what laughter is (after all that has happened to me in the past) I would probablly have been even more miserable than I was before. I am still learning to let it go.

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That is something else that Jerry has done for me. He has tought me that things will be ok, when you laugh and get it out of your system. He also tought me that I was not alone in school.

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When I was in school, I was always left out all of the time. I am a very quiet person, I always was and still am. Though everytime I tried to say something to someone...it came out wrong. I can be clumsy when I try to talk or do something to show someone. Just like Jerry in school...I tried so hard to get someones attention, but it never worked. So I tried the exact oppsosite, which is really what I am...a quiet and sweet person.

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But I am not saying I am dumb. I love to talk to people who will understand me...I always say to myself, "If I ever had the chance to see Jerry up close and talk to him...I would fall into his arms and cry my little heart out." And just say, "Thank you."

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For anyone who reads this, forgive me for rambling on about me:)

So thank you <3 Jerry Lewis <3 ... I love U!

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<3 Joseph Jerome Levitch <3