Never mind about making videos. You need time for yourself to go through these Good changes that takes time to pass that many do not understand because they can not see it. Keep getting the help you need and always stay in that straight path. Be careful on the u-turns(wobble)...oops! tehehe you know what i mean(^_-)* Stay focus, i know its not easy, but keep fighting because your a fighter that's been through a lot, due to your past history. It can be a scar for life but keep your chin up and always look up to blue sky for strength and courage. Whats important is not the outside of the person, but through inside her heart is what matters most and that is very beautiful about you. Sometimes a change of scenario and away from bad crowd can make a huge difference in a recovery a person is going through. Being fear is sometimes ok too because it makes them be creative and strong. Road ahead can be tough, but most important, keep your Hopes up, never Give Up, keep the FAITH. You are Loved